It is amazing, you can hear it coming. Yet, looking out the window that sun is shining.
|The sky right out of my window|
It is like life, you know something could happen but you continue to see sunshine. Do you bask in this elegant sunshine here or do you brace for the thunder that is on the horizon? It is a question that I ask myself often now.
|The clouds on the horizon|
See this blog is about growth and one thing I have yet to do is brace for the thunder. I have been so content to nap on the cool grass and feel the warm sun on my face that I forgot that the thunder ever existed. I forgot that as an adult there is always the slight chance of rain.
It isn't until you are standing in the pouring rain, soaking wet that you think to yourself, there was more I could have done. So, now I must not only acknowledge what could be, I must embrace it, and then when the clouds roll in I can say, it is okay, I am ready. I have my umbrella and a rain jacket. Let it rain... I am ready : )
I am not sure where this knowledge will lead me on my personal path but I am hoping it will lead me to a more financially secure place, one where I don't have to burst into tears when I have to go to the ER one night, weighing my options and trying to talk myself out of needing to go. I hope to be in the place where I can say... "This will be hard, but I can handle it."
That my friends is what the incoming thunder has said to me today.
What do you do to prepare for rain??
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10:30 2 HB eggs
5:00 Beans, roast beef with cheese. (yum)
Mostly healthy snacks including carrots and cheese. One bad one : )
No workout again today! Bad Beve!