In the absence of content

I feel like it has been forever since I posted here, then I looked and it has on;t been a week, not bad, not bad.  Sometimes, as life goes, I just run out of things to say.  I have been sitting  here, in front of my computer the whole time.  Not being creative and fun, but working hard.  I go to school online and right now I am trying my hardest to get as much done as possible.

You may have also noticed that my youTube page has been left un-updated.  Is that a word?  Well, I have to be good and get things done.  I do miss posting though : (

Sometimes in the middle of a boring essay, I tell myself, that is enough for today and I should vlog, or blog.  Then I think about the lost time and I don't.  It is annoying.  So I am sorry.  Not only for not blogging/vlogging but for once again using up a post to apologize for it.  After the holidays, things will level out again, and I will get back into it I am sure.

Have you ever felt over stretched?  Did it mean you had to give up things you actually wanted to do?

P.S. I updated the other blog today... so  check it out already!

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Creativity Creates

The thing about creativity is it is like movement.  Movement created movement.  Creativity encourages creativity.  I have always been a writer... stories, poems, songs.  However, a few years ago, I started to ignore my creative side, and concentrate on University.  One thing school does is stifle creativity.

On the first, I started my first NaNoWriMo and allowing myself to be creative has truly inspired me.  I am all over the place with my writing right now.  I am trying to channel it into my NaNo because I am WAY behind, however I have ideas flowing out of me so quickly I can almost not keep up.  I have been trying to write them down when they come, but some have simply come and gone and that is that.

My point is, my mind never stopped creating, I just stopped listening to it.  When I finally let it out, it came out as a flood, not a trickle.  Also it should be noted that the lowest point of my life, where I was truly sad, everyday was during this creative strike.  I am not saying they are related, I am just pointing out the coincidental timing.

Off to write some more...

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Hey all!

Sorry it's been a while, just been hectic!  I am working hard to get through school, plus NaNoWriMo has started and I am writing like a mad woman so... you know.  Things here are well, I am doing well on my flyLady stuff, you can read the occasional update on my other blog.  The youTube vids have slowed down a little, but only because I am being good and working on school.  I will make one soon, just with the holidays and NaNoWriMo and school, the "creative" stuff such as the blogs and the videos have to suffer, just a little.  I will try to put up one video a week, and at least one blog on each of the two blogs.  That is the best I can do right now.  I know BET 2011 was a failure, but I have high hopes that my new years resolution will be along the lines of do something everyday, like in Jan. Blog, in Feb. Video you get the idea :)  Until next time, same beve time, same beve channel :)

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Yay, I am back, updates on my projects...

Hi everyone!!  I am so sorry I have been MIA, like I said, I was sick.  I wan't in the right frame of mind to do anything :)

Here are some of the things I have been up to...

Ok, so I have been updating my other vlog, Elegant Sunshine a little, about my journey to get my home in order.

I also updated my vlog yesterday It is Chapter 5 of Breaking Dawn.  I love making these videos because I feel like they are not only funny, but they leave you wanting more and I love that, some people only watch the Breaking Dawn vids, and some watch all my vids, but not the Breaking Dawn ones.  It is totally a matter of opinion.  So if you want check it out, and if you like it please subscribe, comment and rate it.  I just love hearing from everyone :)




Also, if you are on twitter you can find me @justbeve

Ok that is all, have a great day and I will see you tomorrow!
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I'm alive!

Sorry I haven't posted, I am sick and all I want to do is sleep and pout :)  I am starting to feel better.  Will start posting again soon : )

Love you all

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This week has been a bust! Time to kick it into gear again!

So, this week I have been pretty bad.  Not really, no worries, but bad in the way that I have let all my bad habits return!

Bad Beve!

Ok that is enough kicking myself.  Time to start being productive.  I will go running tomorrow, even if it is on the treadmill.  (It has been rainy).  There I have said it.

Now it has to happen.  In the morning I will run, and then I will have a good food day, and then I will take over the world ha ha ha ha...

Sorry, I am not supposed to mention that last goal to you guys!  *blushes*

So goodnight my friends.  Also... welcome to all the bloggers coming over from SITS!  I love that site so much!


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Can you hear that??

Today has been a gloomy rainy day.  When I woke up it was raining, and then the beautiful sun came out and now, the wind has kicked up and, off in the distance, the very subtle tremble of thunder.

It is amazing, you can hear it coming.  Yet, looking out the window that sun is shining.

The sky right out of my window

It is like life, you know something could happen but you continue to see sunshine.  Do you bask in this elegant sunshine here or do you brace for the thunder that is on the horizon?  It is a question that I ask myself often now.

The clouds on the horizon

See this blog is about growth and one thing I have yet to do is brace for the thunder.  I have been so content to nap on the cool grass and feel the warm sun on my face that I forgot that the thunder ever existed.  I forgot that as an adult there is always the slight chance of rain.

It isn't until you are standing in the pouring rain, soaking wet that you think to yourself, there was more I could have done.  So, now I must not only acknowledge what could be, I must embrace it, and then when the clouds roll in I can say, it is okay, I am ready.  I have my umbrella and a rain jacket.  Let it rain... I am ready : )

I am not sure where this knowledge will lead me on my personal path but I am hoping it will lead me to a more financially secure place, one where I don't have to burst into tears when I have to go to the ER one night, weighing my options and trying to talk myself out of needing to go.  I hope to be in the place where I can say... "This will be hard, but I can handle it."

That my friends is what the incoming thunder has said to me today.

What do you do to prepare for rain??

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Food Journal
10:30 2 HB eggs

5:00 Beans, roast beef with cheese. (yum)

Mostly healthy snacks including carrots and cheese.  One bad one : )

No workout again today!  Bad Beve!